Today i have my 15 month old god-daughter/ cousin, so i am all smiles. I love seeing and being around her. I feel so maternal. She makes me smile and laugh, and roll around on the ground, and really be in touch with a part of me that i tend to neglect.OH and i got my hair / nails done today as well !! i must say i look hot. I weighed in at 84 lbs. so i decided on the spur of the moment to treat myself. ( i know bad thing to treat myself for) i literally got off of the scale, and went to the salon...i called and said i was coming on the way there, my cousin is my styilist, so getting in is never an issue !!! and guess what...she does my hair for free.. i just pick up the tab for the mani / pedi.i love all of you.
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Send her a quick e-mail just to touch base.
Your weight is to low... that\'s not a good thing.
Take Good Care.
Warmly, khodem-kathy
I would just be completely honest and email her. Tell her that you are fighting the ED voice, which is telling you that this is a sign that recovery isn\'t meant to be. So you don\'t wan to be pushy, but you are afraid NOT to push the matter, (for fear of not going through with getting help). :)
I was at the salon today, too. And I thought of you. There was a picture in some magazine, of Nicole Richie, in a bikini. It showed a picture of her, from last year, when she weighed 85 lbs. Next to it, there was a current photo of her, in a bikini, but pregnant. And I was thinking \"Wow! She looks SO great now! She looks TERRIBLE in that old picture. She looks like those emaciated, starving kids that you see on those commercials that ask you to send money to foreign countries!\" She just looked sickly. And then I thought \"Oh my gosh! That\'s what Kay weighs - and she thinks she is fat!\" It just really reiterated, in my mind, just how ill you are, hun. I worried about you for the rest of my pedicure. Then, when I got home, the first thing I did was come to check your posts. I am so happy that you are seeking treatment. I wish you could see how you really look, for just one minute. You are so far from fat that it is scary. *hug*
I am thinking of you. Hang in there, and don\'t be afraid to be a bit pushy to get the help you need.
i agree with khodem,
def send her an email and say something like \"no rush or anything - but i know your really busy and i hadnt heard anything back and wanted to know if i was better for you to postphone until you have more time or something like that, that way you dont look like your being pushy which i doubt you would anyway.
you are so lucky about the hair thing
that must save you heaps of $1
im glad you had your hair and nails done and i hope thats made you feel a bit better abiout yourself.
lots of love
xxxxx