I talked to my father about my eating disorder, and ya'll would be surprised by the result. He told me that he could save me thousands of dollars and tell me how to fix myself. He said and i quote" honey i already knew, i mean i could look at you and tell you relapsed, but i am going to save thousands of dollars because all you really need to do is; find out who you are, and like yourself for that. You also need to stop letting your mother, grandmother, and your aunt ( different one) run your life. You do that, and you will be golden"I couldn't believe it, i asked for proffesional help, and basically he just told me to do it myself. I mean the recovery voice was like " what are you kidding me, i have tried that, that is why i came to you" and then the eating disorder voice said " this is good, you reached out for help, it did no good, so now you are free to continue on and lose more weight"I am going to be talking to my aunt in a couple of days, i told her i talked to my dad, she was proud of me. I need to talk to her, because i think that she can help sit down with him, and explain that i can't do it by myself. Maybe if it comes from her, he'll reconsider.