7/20 3 days to surgery. I can't believe how fast it is comming yet its not fast enough, I wish it was over. I get scared when I read about others complications, and I pray that it dosn't happen to me. Dear God please see me throug this surgery with out complications and ease any pain that might come along with it. Give me strength to carry on and to do as I am told.  I start my 3 day liquid diet today, dear God give me the strength to stick to that too. Amen Everyone is being so supportive. I thank God for that. Most of the time I am fine but there are other times that I get scared. I am normal lots of people feel this way about pre op. Well I will be off to my Dad's house to try to finalize his estate and household, get a garage sale organized and clean out useless things no one would want. This will keep me busy and my mind off food other than liquids. Til tomorrow