Can't seem to break through financially to a better place.  Holidays approaching quickly and the money that used to be there and flow like water, has dried up.  So much to do and so little true positive energy to do it with.  GOTTA get going somehow. Need a vacation - badly, but would like to go back to Asia and there is NO WAY I can put that together at the present time. What a situation to be in. A millionaire a few short years ago, and busted now.  Arg.