Good evening... Well I am feeling alittle tight in the chest and my breathing is sstruggling... Well I am feeling alittle anxious... My brother found out on friday that on saturday he was going away for work for a week, and he was suppose to be taking his kids this weekend.  SO I like a sucker called their mom and told her that if they want to , they could stay at Aunt Bj's this weekend, well of course they wanted to.  So we had a totalof 5 kids with us counting our two.  We had a relatively good day and the kids played outside most of the day.  BUt when it was bath time.  tHEY ALL had showers and I was combing my nieces hair and saw bugs... Well I have never seen lice so I didnt' know what it looked like.  So I hit the internet and found out that the bugs are lice... ugh... so i CALLED HER MOM  UP AND SHE came to get her.  Her mom said that  Maddie ( her boyfriends daughter ) had Lice and she thought she got it all... Well hello give me a little warning.....I felt bad because my neice she didn't want ot go with her mom.  Her parents have been seperated for some time but their divorce was finalized within the last 6 months.  The kids are 8, 5, 4.  She kept saying I don't want to go with mom, I said I know honey but your mom has to take care of them.  SO needless to say I have to strip beds tonights and clean all other crap.  I did check everyone elses heads and all seem well.  THen my hubby got a call from his mom and his 31 year old sister who lives with their mom with her 3 year old daughter is acting like a total....#&$^r*#@%$.. SHe starts drinking and then takes her stupidity out on her mom and the father has Altheimers.  SO she is nuts and very selfish and basically dont' care about anyone, but herself.  My hubby's mother said she is going to have to come and stay with you tonight.  I told my hubby that if that happens she might not like us in the morning, because I just might tell her a little bit of REALITY.  SHeis so selfish it is crazy... She dosen't take care of her daughter and man o man... It just frost me some people...NOt just anybody should be allowed to have kids.... THat really gets me ... WEll enough of my frustration...We started our first woman's thing at my house on friday.  I am having this woman's group at my house on fridays.  Where a bunch of woman get together and chat and we pray and we jsut dish... Kinda like THE VIEW..... it was nice, then we all went out to lunch... Just being ther for one another and shariing whatever you want.. Let's just say that it is cheaper than a "therapist"... YOu might chuckle, but I am serious.  I am seeing a therapist and I told my mother in law and she said why do you need to see a therapist.. I said I am basically paying for a friend...Becuase my therapist is nice and we just basically sit and chat and sometimes she gives me homework, but that is basically what is feels like... she hugs me when i leave and she feels like a friend. Because she has shared crap with me.. that is a little pricey friend though... So anyways... what is going on with eeryone?  I am sorry I have been so busy and haven't been able to keep up with everyone.  TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON?  What have i missed?  .. I have a couple pics that I have added if you want to check them out..... Well It is like 10:16pm and my hubby just called and said that he is on his way home from his parents and his sisters foolishness... LORD why us??? We all have our crosses to bare.... ANd I am sure that God is using this for soemthing for me and my hubby... what is it I haven't a clue....My hubby did say to me would you liek to have 5 kids and I said HECK NO.. I told him that if I do happen to get prenant again I am going to kill him or we will have a Loranna BOBBIT on our hands.  He needs to get it FIXED... I have been telling him for some time now........Ok well I am going to sit here and wait until hubby gets home so he can check my hair because you know I am paranoid.... because I do have hypercondrate(sp) moments......Smooches to you all....Boy am I bushed.....