You know I told my therapist this the other day.  Well I wrote this questions down for myself.  "Who would I be if I didn't have anxiety?"  good questions it is a tough one to answer, because sometimes we hold onto stuff and use it like a banner without even knowing it... I know that for me personally I am not sure who I would be without having that hanging over my head...BUt maybe I am willing to find out. Well anyways I have been up off and on all night I think I have strep Throat..YUCKO... hurts to swallow and there are white spots on my throat.  AChe all over.. You know the funny thing is I am to busy to be having this.. Yesterday all I wanted to do was lay on the couch.  Today Tues I have such a busy day it is crazy.. I am just thinking I might cancel some stuff... you know you gotta ddo what you can.. and say what the heck with all the rest. I miss all of my friends here, sorry I have been gone for so long... BUt as you know summer can be a crazy time.  I LOve Lucy just got over it is like 5:30 am ... I love that show.. My hubby used to say I was a lot like Lucy.. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?  He said that there is never a dull moment..; I take that as a good thing..;-)well now I am just babbline about nothing... so I will end this for right now... just something to think about... For those of you struggling with anxiety, drop me a line and let me know  who you would be without it?  It might take you some time to answer, or it might be the easiest  thing ... I am interested..HUgs and Kisses {{{{{{*******}}}}}}}