That is something I just don't get... I said that to my Dr. the other day... You know I am happy person and have a great attitude .  So why and the heck do I have anxiety.... Makes no sense to me.. I know we all go through things so God can use us to help others I totally get that.  My mom and dad both died in their 40's and she thinks that has alot to do with it.  I don't usually get worked up over stuff, just my health.. It is a joke with my aunt and one of my friends that i am a hypo. but I am not but you know..... SO anyways.....It is also funny  because my anxiety has changed over the years.  I used to get short of breath and nervious and I would use an inhaler and I would be fine, now I get anxious and I go right to hyperventilating... go figure that part sucks... I am working at it... I think it boils down to it that I am in a sense afraid to die.  It is my brain that can't wrap around that concept that I will be in heaven one day and that it will be all good.  But I can't help not picture myself here.  Do you know what I mean... ANyways... It is like 10:03 am and I am still not dressed "hello"  I have to leave like in 25 minutes plus I have to get 3 kids dressed and ready to go.. SOmetimes I think I work best under pressure...... WHo knows...Ok so that is alittle bit more about me in a nut shell.... "WELL ONWARD AND UPWARD" AS OUR DAY AWAITS US AND WE NEED TO GET INVOLVED...... Blah blah blah.......SMILE IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER IF YOU DO IT ENOUGH.... That IS THE KEY......;-)