It's been an interesting couple of weeks.  I don't really want to relive most of it.  Lost my friend, John, on the 11th.  And Bruce left us on the 12th.  The only good out of that is Bruce isn't in any pain anymore and I got to see my friend Thom, Bruces' son.  I felt real bad for him though.  He got here about 20 minutes after his Dad died. 
Tj is is sending me to counselor to try to get my head straight after the 'incident' I had in the cab.  It apparently affected me more than I thought it would.  I get spooked easily.  Never happened to me before.  Of course, I've never gotten scared in the cab before.  I've only had to sessions so far.  Was given homework this week!  Too funny, yet not.
My friend Rodney is driving me little crazy!  His issues are a little more than I thought.  He's an alcoholic and goes to meetings all the time. He has a stressful job and has urges all the time.  I'm impressed at how he handles himself but he pulls himself in a lot.  But he loves my cooking!  Well, so far.   
I'm still concidering quiting my job.  It's just not as fun as it used to be.  I still have moments but not as many as I used to.  Tj is trying to 'upgrade' his thinking.  I think he hates change as much as I do!  There are just to many different kinds of people coming into the area.  Not all of them are good.  It's part of my problem too.