first entry

first entry here....since August of 2014 I have only wanted to be myself.....MelissaRayne...that is me...have bought me some clothes to wear behind closed doors, but am ready ..well, almost ready to go outdoors.  I should have this accomplished by this weekend.  Also  I decided to pierce my ears, two ear rings in each ear. that thought has always been hard for me cause I dont like pain..we shall see my friends.  Meeting a new friend on friday who wants to help me be "normal" and then meeting a cross dresser new friend on sunday, i am so excited.