hi kelly-i had dinner with megan last night she loves and misses you so much it's always so nice to be around her. i love you and miss you mom a funny story-kelly or coincidence????meagan was telling me at work one day this kid named bobby is always giving everyone a hard time-typical 18 year old boy- well he's really not liked by to many people at the sandwich factory, she says he's just annoying -well this one particular day he was really giving megan a hard time and she was talking to kelly out loud at work and telling him "kelly if you were here you would take care of me(kelly was  all the girls body guard, he was well built and they all liked him so he took it upon himself to look out for each and everyone of them but megan was more than just a friend) and not let bobby bother me well bobby had gone outside for his break and megan said not more than 5 minutes after he was outside he came running inside and was freaking out and waving his arms and screaming they took my food they took my food and megan said who bobby who took your food and then she saw the bird poop on him and wondered what was going on and she said who and bobby said the seagulls they attacked me and took my sandwich and shit on me -ha ha so you tell me kelly or just a weird coincidence??everyone have a great weekend-paul and i are going to pa to go 4 wheeling -we used to go away every weekend i was off but this will be the first time since kellys accident. i am thankful for alot of things that i do think that god gave me that terrible day-small gifts-like the fact that i am so glad that we were home that morning instead of 3 hours away -i couldn't imagine chelsea having to get the news that her brother was dead by herself and then to have to call me -that would of been so much worse for her and me -i would of never forgiven myself for being gone-so i am thankful that we were herelove to all of you and hopes for a weekend filled with not to much sadness