mamograms yuck!! well i went in for my yearly check up and i have to go back they spotted something. same thing last year only difference is i feel alittle different than i did last year . last year i thought on my god what if i have cancer that would be terrible but now would it really be so bad. i already experienced the worse pain i could ever go through on june 17. so whats this -nothing. i would only worry about chels and feel so bad that she had to lose her brother than me but we already figured out life sucks and i'm sure she feels the same way i do what ever else happens can't be as bad as losing kelly. she went to tn this weekend with her girlfriend i hope she enjoys some much needed away time. i work this weekend all weekend. i go back to the dr next wed i'll keep you guys posted-p.s. on a brighter note kellys little "friend" (megan) that he liked so much came over last night to visit we had the nicest visit and the kids baby sitter that they had when they were 3 until 6 stopped by it was a nice night.