hi bud, i'm at paul and angelas. we laugh talking about fun times together. the state fair is going on here i wish you could be here too. chels had a bad day the other day missing you so much. chandler is getting big and so sweet. he made chels a monkey at build a bear and wrote her a little letter about how sorry he was that you died he is so sweet. we took him to the fair yesterday it was fun and made me think of how much fun we used to have when i took you and chels. everything else is the same, just get up and go to bed somedays are a little better than others some days not. most days its still really hard to grasp the fact that your not here anymore.i talked to megan a long time the other day and she is very sad i wish you guys could of had more time together she is so sweet. i would of grown to love her. i need to call theresa and see how she is doing. i hope your wathcing over all of us. we are going home tomorrow. i love you. talk with you soon mom