kellys magical shoesi am tired so thats probably why i thought of this but i put kellys flipflops on today to go out to the mail box and as i was walking out there i thought wouldn't it be great if i could just put kellys shoes on and close my eyes and i could go where he is and talk to him you know kind of like the ruby slippers. crazy i know but i just miss him so much and i think all the time no matter how much positive stuff i write and how much encouragement i get on here i still feel the same inside like crap i can't help it, still no word from my nephew guess he gave up on me too. i have to work again tonight so got to  get to bed.