just want to say hin to everyone gotta runto do errands today i like to read all of my friends journals but won't have time today as i go out to work tonight. i'm so grouchy right now all these people to call about kellys car and now we have to do probate and it's just geting messy, then my sister called and told me that she does think of me well whatever i'm so through with my family and i'm sorry but i feel so bad for joeys mom that someone would tell het that her son is not happy and now she is worried that she hurt someones feeling over the whole wicka thing i'm sorry but to me that is so trivial i mean haven't we learned anything, we get on this site everyday because for me alittle over a month ago i buried my son- my son  he was 19 and right now i could give a sh*t about the stupid trivail things in life that people worry about, i mean does it all really matter. i mean sometimes it's like nothing ever changes people just don't get it.life is more than religion and family and bills and all the stuff that bogs us down each day.everyone is allowed to believe what they want to but no one and i mean no one should have the right to tell a mother who has just lost her son that he is in a place where he is not happy-wicka, christian, jevhovah witness , mormon, buddist, christian scientist , or even the pope .and i think every mother on here would agree because i know what that would do to me if someone told me that about kelly .i mean honestly what was she thinking