Today, has been a good one thus far. Even though I have been unbalance with short dizzy spells, I have makeing myself move as much as I could. I managed to take a short walk around the block. I struggled a little walking back home, but I got home. I carry my phone just in case I need my son needs to come get me. I would do a little cleaning, then have to take breaks in between. I have to catch my balance and once I would feel better I would do a little more. Its frustraiting not being able to clean my house like I use to. I literaly have to plan my path before I take it. If I go to my bathroom, I have to think if I need anything from tht direction before I return, to save the steps. I see peple walk and think, how lucky they are. They take being able to walk normal for granted. I decided to drive myself to visit my daddy at the hospital. I drove 25 mph. I did ok getting there, just driving home was so weird and so difficult for me. I felt very loopy. I mean I could see everything, but I felt like I was floating. It scared me so much. I got home and just layed on the couch to try to recover. For the last three days, I feel like things move beneath me. It such a scary feeling. I sleep in the middle of the bed because I feel like I am going to fall. I had never felt like that. I know its the meneires. So I pray, and I pray.
I have been looking for a part time job, and wonder If I am just wasting my time. It's depressing not know where I am heading. But I wont loose faith!