It's morning again, the beginning of another long day for me. But I am so greatful the blessed one let me wake up. Yesterday was an eventful day. I had my appt with a therapist. She is an awsome lady and does her job well. Working for one, I would recommend her to anyone! I also drove there. I had not been able to do that in over a week. My son drove back, but it was still an accomplishment. I know there will be days that I wont be able to drive, but I wish for more days that I will be able to drive.
Last night I was looking through the job postings. A posting was put for a general manager for a new hotel down the road from my house. It made me so frustrated knowing very well that I can not do a job like that anymore. Its like its so close and yet so far. This is a small town and jobs are difficult to find especially one that pays well. But I very well know the stress that goes with that job. I know God does his will for a reason. I know something will come along. He always provides!
It's bee a tough day today. I havent been feeling all that good. I took it easy for the most part, but in between laying down I cleaned here and there. I just want to try and keep moving. I tried to fill out some forms today for the Mayo Clinic, but I had such a hard time. It will take me some time to do them. I dont like the feeling knowing that I cant do it all in one shot. But I wont give up!