iGod has let me wake yet another day! What a precious gift he has given me. Before I could get out of bed, I was praying to him to please come down upon me to please and have mercy on me today."Come lay your hand down upon me and take this horrible illness away. By touching your robe, those with faith can be healed. I my dear Lord want to touch that precious robe!"  I got up and walked around for just a little, and felt so un easy. Dizzy of course, but I continued to walk trying to calm it all down. Normally this big episodes last one or two days tops. And this time its just seem to have lasted longer. I dont understand why. I know we are not suppose to try to understand, maybe its just the human nature in me. So for now I start my day off slow, praying it will get better thrugh out the day! Bless us all!

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deleted_user

So sorry this episode is lasting longer for you. Taking it slow is the way to go. I hear in your prayer what so many of us have prayed and desire - to not have to deal with this disease any longer, that it would be gone from our bodies for ever - what sweet bliss that would be.
One thing I have learned over the years is that healing and cure are not necessarily one and the same thing. Healing comes in many forms; one of which is acceptance. Our situation or circumstances may not change, but our attitude and perspective does. Even the Apostle Paul speaks about \"the thorn in his flesh\" that was never removed, that he had to live with all his life - and yet he brought healing to so many.
I have often said that God answers all prayer: sometimes it is yes, sometimes it is no, sometimes it is wait not yet, and then sometimes it is let me fulfill this in a way you have not yet even conceived of. Too often we get hung up on the \"answer\" we want, and then when it doesn\'t happen...
I think you are definitely touching his robe, and you certainly have the faith, now it\'s time to slow down and listen to how he plans to bring healing into your life.
In the meantime, I pray that the storm of this episode will calm and you will find peace. There is a song I learned a few years ago that said, \"Peace be still, peace be still, the storm rages, peace be still.\"
Blessings
catalinav
catalinav

RevMel, thank you so much for your response! It has touched me deeply. I know I sometimes get week in my faith then I have to remind myself that he will not give me more than I can handle. I get so exhausted some time and wonder of others do as well. I dizzy 24/7 and wonder if others are the same? My mind just goes and goes. I do my best to try to keep busy but I am also limited to what I can do. But I keep going and going! I have to. I have a precious grandbaby that needs her grandma!Thank you so much!