God has let me wake another day! I am so greatful for that. I take my time getting out of bed every morning. I like waking up not feeling dizzy, even if its for a little bit. Then I start to think about my day. It is always thiking of what I would rather be doing, than what I am going to be doing. Today I have to travel to Santa Teresa. I always get scared of the drive. First its about 45 min drive just to get into the town, then another 15 min to get to the building. Driving has scared me a little latley. Two days ago, I had to drive my parents home fromt he hospital, and I was more afraid for their lives than mine. So imagine a 1 hour drive to and from work! What a way to live. I stayed home yesterday, so that I could get some rest. I find that I am sleeping more on the days I have off. I know that its not a good thing. Sleeping usually means depression. I am going to start seeing a therapist this week. Lord  knows I need one. I have alot going on right now, and I think talking about it will help. I have noticed my anxiety is comeing around a little more too. But I do NOT want to take medication for it. It was so hard comeing off of it. Right now I would rather go back to sleep and take another day off!