Today was suppose to be my day off, but haveing mom in the hospital has made it difficult to rest. I thank God she is ok and more, I thank God he gave me the strength to help her and dad as much as I could. I have come to realize how much I will be missing Tony. I find myself thinking of even the littlest things he helps me with. This morning I was feeling so bad, from where I stayed at the hospital till 3 am. The smell of his coffee brewing woke me up. I was so exhausted I couldnt even raise my voice to ask him to please put on my coffee as well. So I text him...hehe....please make me some tooo....in about 10 min he showed up with a cup of coffee at my bed! He has such a good heart! He leaves on Monday, I just do not know how I am going to get by without him. He is going around makeing sure things are in order here at the house. He has set me up accounts should I have n emergency. All I can think.........Tony please dont leave me!............