I am here! That is how I start my morning when I walk into work. "I am here!" I find it hard for me to say "Good Morning" these days. I do my best not to think negative, I tell everyone to think positive, it makes for a better day, it's just so difficult at times. This morning when I woke up, I thought, AGAIN, I do  not want to go to work. Not that I dont like my job, just that I dont like how I feel when I am at work. But I get up every morning and do what I have to do. How is that we can live our lives with such a horrible feeling on a daily basis. Where does the strenght come from? He is amazing isn't he. Before I walk out my door I always start my day by saying, "God give me a better day than yesterday please!".