18 weeks

I can not even believe it but Aubrey will be 18 weeks tomoorw.  She has grown up soooo fast.  I thought that I would kill the next person that told me " they grow up so quick" but, they where so writer and I find myself telling people that.  I cry ever time I think about how close we came to not having her and I have to pinch myself at times to let myself see that it is real and I am a mom.  now that being said I would like to adress the women that are still fighting so hard to become mothers themselves. I too for over five years had tried so many things to have a baby.  My hubby and I are in the lower middle class income and so the funds where not there to help with assisting in having a baby and are insurance would not even look at us.  so for five years each month I held my breath hoping that this would be it.  Well with saving money and taking out loans we where able to put it all on the line for a one chance at IVF but that was it only one.  Thank the lord that it worked.  I knew that if it did not I would be adopting and somday I may still do this.  I pray every night for everone on this site to have the joy that I have.  I hope that they do not give up and know that I was where they where and I know the pain.Good luck to all