18 weeks

Today is 18 weeks.  Time is going by quickly.  I'm so happy I didn't pull at all this week.  I really wish my hair would grow faster.  Theres still very thin growth on top where the scalp is still visible.  The spot on the left of my head still has no growth.  The spot on the right side has very thin growth.  I have to be positive because if I was still pulling my head would be bald again.  I worry all the time thinking that if I slip up just once I will start pulling non stop.  It has happened in the past that I start and cannot stop.  I know now that if I start pulling again my hair will never grow back.  The growth in the pulled areas is so slow that even after 18 weeks there's no growth.