Hey everyone! A lot has changed since I last wrote! I moved into my place finally and that's going ok I guess! It's a lot harder than I thought, living on my own. I seem to be completely broke all the time! It is great though and me and my roomate are absolutely loving it! We have a baby pit bull puppy named Morgan, shes 3 months old. I'm still working at Rock of Ages and love it, although I would love to work with kids at a daycare but it doesn't pay as much so I can't. Unfortunely I'm in the hospital AGAIN! I've been sick for a while now, a little over a month now, and it's gotten worse. So I went to the ER in my hometown and they admited me into the hospital. I had the worst experience at my hometown hospital. They were rude, mean to me and my mother, and the doctor that I worked with almost refused to work with my doctors in Minneapolis. So after four miserable days there I got discharged and went to Minn. So here I sit. I was told I had MERSA in the hospital were I live. My doctors are now talking about me having my micro-bacteria germ again. I really hope it isn't because that is some serious shit to mess with. Pardon my french! Oh and my port isn't exactly working right so I have to get a new port while I'm here, that means another surgery! But man will I be happy to have a new, working port! My best friend/ roomate is having some serious issues about me being in here and being gone from the appartment for so long. She knew when she moved in with me that I'm in the hospital a lot but I don't think she really processed it in her head. She is not takin it well. She doesn't think that it's fair that she has to pay for everything and clean everything while I'm gone. But there's not much I can do right now because I'm 600 miles away! I don't know what to do or what to say to her to make it better. All we have to do is get threw a few weeks and everything will be fine and back to normal. School is not going so well right now. Because I'm sick, I can't go to school so I haven't been able to get very far in school. I'm getting really upset about it. I feel like school never gets anywhere ever. It just keeps inching forward and not moving at all very fast. I wish there was a faster way I could get my high school diploma. I thought of getting my GED but I don't think I can go around the rest of my life not have my "high school diploma." Also, being sick is preventing me from working which is something that can not happen because I got serious bills to pay. I'm a little stressed out right now. Just trying to take things one day at a time. All i know is I gotta make some money. Hope everyone else is good. With love, Megan.
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:( I\'m sorry to hear that life has you down... I told Rich he should try to find a job that will allow you to work from home (not one of those internet pyramid scheme things... but a legit job) Like maybe data entry or whatever.... so that when he goes into the hospital, he can take his work with him, plus it could give him something to do while he\'s there!! You might want to look into that too... Can you get disability when you\'re in the hospital?
I feel your roommate\'s pain... it\'s hard when you guys go into the hospital, and it sucks twice as much, because your hospital is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO far away!!!
As far as cleaning everything, well... you\'re not there to make it a mess, so it\'s not your responsibility to clean it... that part is totally fair! Paying for everything... well again... if you\'re not there to use the electricity or eat the food, run up the water bill... can she afford to have an apartment on her own? I\'ve been wanting to move out with Rich, but I won\'t do it till I know I can afford it on my own!! and it\'s for that reason... how screwed would I be if I can only afford half of the rent and half of the bills?!
Did you two talk about what you would do if you ever did go into the hospital? Maybe when you get home, you guys should have a talk, to have a plan so you know what to do when this happens next time. Be prepared... always be prepared...