Hey everyone!        I haven't written in a while because things have once again been VERY crazy! I'm sick right now so I've been staying home all day and all night for a while now! I'm just not used to being at home, away rom my friends. You know I just noticed the only things I ever write in my journal are always negative, bad, or me complaining. So you know what I'm not going to do that this time(although there is quite a bit I could complain about) hehe! Lets see.....some positive things going on in my life right now. I quit smoking as of right now, because I'm sick. I still have my job that I love. Last night my friends kid-napped me, I said I was gonna stay in for the night and then later they all started to miss me so they came over and took me for a few hour. Ok thats prety sad but thats all i can think of for whats good in my life! Ok now I need to vent, BAD! I'm still not in school, my job doesnt give me enough hours to make enough money for the bills I have to pay! My mom wants to take away the one last thing I have left, my car. She pays for the insurence and without that I cant drive it. My best friend might be moving to Alabama, my car decided the other day to hate me so it died. Now I have to buy a new battery for it which will hopefully fix it. I have a whole bunch of tickets i have to pay for and they are way past due! Which will cost money wich i dont have. I'm sick and broke. I wanna get my own place with a friend I promised I would but theres no way she can hold a job for rent money! OMG! Talk about annoying me! I feel better though that i vented! Thanks guys for listening to that! I don't things have to start looking better or I just don't know what ill do. I need to get my act together and fast! Hope everyone else is doing good! Love you all!                                                                     MEGAN!