Hello Everyone,
Been a while but I here.... Been working to stay busy. I'm going threw some major depression issues. I just feel over whelmed and sad. I try not to cry because it just take so much out of me and I don't always feel better when I do. I'm scared something is wrong with me b/c I been feeling mild nausea for about a month. I took a pregnacy test 4 times on diffrent days it might be something serious. I going to make a Dr appt as soon as possible... like tomorrow.
I'm scared to get pregnant again. I want to have more children so my son want be alone. I'm just scared I'll m/c or get far along and something happens.
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND ALL MOTHERS WHOM HAVE LOST A CHILD TO M/C OR STILLBIRTH, WE ARE STRONG SOLIDERS. TO MY FRIENDS AND MOTHERS WHOM HELD THEIR CHILD FOR THE LAST TIME AND GAVE GODS ANGELS BACK TO HIM WITH KISS AND A TEAR ... YOU LADIES ARE MY HEROS.
Sometimes when I feel overwhelmed thinking I'm having a harder time, I look at my friends on here whom have went threw the same as I or worse and see how strong they(you)are. Yall along with my main reason which is my son give me the courage to keep fighting fighting.
It's hard for me to not wake up every day thinking about my Angels. I going to get a Tattoo of my three plus my son. I don't have alot to live for exept my son and I pray I stay around to see him grow to be a man. I f God will bless me to have more kids... I just ask that He lets me see them grow up and can stand on there own to feet.
Well Til next time
Always Me