Happy Birthday!

Dear John,
Hey Babe, it's me again.  Happy 55th Birthday!  Wish we could be off celebrating it somewhere together but at least you get to celebrate it with Joshua our little angel.  Oh how I miss you, thought it would have gotten easier but each day I realize more and more what we had was more than most people could dream of.  The kids and grandkids are doing fine.  You got another angel dog this week (bear) Lexi was so upset when she found out but at least the kids were with me when Heather and Scotty found bear dead.  They buried him in our backyard with skippy, pebbles and princess.  To think that ya'll all died at our house wow.  Heather is talking about moving to Baton Rouge and if she does I guess I will put the house up for sale.  I miss you so much.  Pat is a great guy and loving husband.  But you were my first love and the love of my life and how do you get over something like that, I am finding out you don't.  You merely place one foot in front of the other and continue on your journey of life.  I know God must have a reason for taking you and a reason for me to still be here.  I will trust in him and follow the path that he leads me to.  Till we meet again my love.  Just me! Dra'