I'M Back!
Good Morning, Didn't sleep worth a crap last night. But woke up feeling fantastic! Feel like my old self. You know when you meet someone and they make you want to be a better person, well that is me now. Full of hope and full of energy. Will work in the yard today, decorate the outside door for fall and maybe take a ride in "TINK". Manicure and Pedicure definitely as that has been my one pleasure on Saturday's around the time he died. That way I am never alone to sit and think about it. Have to come up with something creative to do around the house. But I am back at work, working part-time for a few attorney's that I absolutely love. Life is good and it is all about how you look to your future. You can sit around and say you are still grieving, which I think a part of us always will. Or you can say welcome world this is "ME" and I have decided to live my life to the fullest. Looking forward to tomorrow wondering what "GOD" has in store for me next. Life is full of possibilities you just have to be open to accept them. Have A "GREAT WEEKEND". That Sparkle is back in my "EYE", the one John loved and I plan on keeping it there even if it's just for him. He loved life and would want me to live it to the fullest while I can. Till we meet again, babe. Just Me! Tink
Watch out World, I am Back and that could be "VERY DANGEROUS", LOL
On the way to "FINDING ME" and "MAYBE" a few stops in between!
I was always "FRIENDS" with the "GUYS" at school, me and "GIRLS" just didn't work I guess you could say I was a bit to "HONEST"! So once again I am finding myself becoming these guys best friend. I don't know why they feel like they have to tell me about all their dates, the good, the bad and the ugly. Men what can I say some are worst than women. But anyway it is good to have them confide in me knowing they trust me. I give them solid advice and I am learning alot from it. Some are looking for a friend and some just wish I lived closer. But through it all it is becoming a wonderful experience because I am becoming my bubbly self all over again. I am learning to trust myself again. I am not the "NAIVE" girl I was a few months ago. I am Strong and Brutally Honest, I tell it like it is. Well I have had some interesting conversations lately a few that could turn a few heads if you know what I mean. But this is Me and I am learning to become the "BEST ME" I can be. And that means forgiving people for hurting me in the past and realizing that I don't need to dwell on it because "GOD" knows what they have done. Life is all about choices some are good and some are not. But we still have to remember there are consequences for our actions. And because of this I am putting my life in "GOD's CAPABLE HANDS"! I have asked him to help me on this new path of mine, whether it be singleness or finding a significant other. And I have accepted that it will be all in "GOD'S TIMING" and not in Mine. So yes, I am finally growing up. But on a much lighter note I figured I would share one of my many experiences on the dating website. Hugs, Tink
Dating website: Purely Genius! Still laughing
Posted on 10/11/11, 12:23 am
Absolutely Love it! I received a "FLIRT" from a Man in Florida, open it up and expecting to see his picture. But what do I see the most "Precious" little dog in the world. Made me laugh and my heart go pitter patter. It was "Love at first Sight". I am still laughing. Only a Man could think of that. Straight to a woman's heart "OUCH". Well now that he has my attention we shall see. But it was so "ORIGINAL" you have to give him credit for that.. Just thought I would share an amusing an original "FLIRT". Tink
10-12-11
Well John here it is the Day before our Anniversary and I will leaving in a little while to go on my next "JOURNEY" out of state for a few days. Can't seem to figure out what to pack, I need to bring casual and dressy and don't know what to pack cause I don't know what we will be doing. It will be an interesting trip. I so wish you were here for our Anniversary won't be the same without you. Trying to figure out this single lifestyle sure does "SUCK". Sorry but you know me I hate change. We were comfortable and now it is so different. I guess it is a little interesting and scary all rolled into one. But in a few hours I will be on the road again and who knows where this journey will take me. I guess I will be meeting more interesting people but it just isn't the same without you. I am starting to be that "GIRL" you fell in love with all those years ago. You know the one that kept you guessing you never knew what I would do next. I guess the Good Girl with the little bit of bad (or should I say Tinkerbell) is hiding somewhere inside of me and is dying to get out. LOL. You know what I mean. Well my love this Journey to finding me has lead me to some interesting conversations and now places. Might end up like Julia Roberts, in the movie "Eat Pray Love". I now have my passport and I am considering a Journey around the World. I know sounds pretty scary huh. But life is all about taking chances and I have met some interesting people all over and now I am considering journeying off on my own. What will the kids think? Mom has really lost it, oh well. I want to go ride in a "Hot Air Balloon", I want to go "Sailing", I want to go see "Snow". All the things we always said we would do but hadn't gotten around to. So now I shall. Love you, Dra'
Watch out World, I am Back and that could be "VERY DANGEROUS", LOL
On the way to "FINDING ME" and "MAYBE" a few stops in between!
I was always "FRIENDS" with the "GUYS" at school, me and "GIRLS" just didn't work I guess you could say I was a bit to "HONEST"! So once again I am finding myself becoming these guys best friend. I don't know why they feel like they have to tell me about all their dates, the good, the bad and the ugly. Men what can I say some are worst than women. But anyway it is good to have them confide in me knowing they trust me. I give them solid advice and I am learning alot from it. Some are looking for a friend and some just wish I lived closer. But through it all it is becoming a wonderful experience because I am becoming my bubbly self all over again. I am learning to trust myself again. I am not the "NAIVE" girl I was a few months ago. I am Strong and Brutally Honest, I tell it like it is. Well I have had some interesting conversations lately a few that could turn a few heads if you know what I mean. But this is Me and I am learning to become the "BEST ME" I can be. And that means forgiving people for hurting me in the past and realizing that I don't need to dwell on it because "GOD" knows what they have done. Life is all about choices some are good and some are not. But we still have to remember there are consequences for our actions. And because of this I am putting my life in "GOD's CAPABLE HANDS"! I have asked him to help me on this new path of mine, whether it be singleness or finding a significant other. And I have accepted that it will be all in "GOD'S TIMING" and not in Mine. So yes, I am finally growing up. But on a much lighter note I figured I would share one of my many experiences on the dating website. Hugs, Tink
Dating website: Purely Genius! Still laughing
Posted on 10/11/11, 12:23 am
Absolutely Love it! I received a "FLIRT" from a Man in Florida, open it up and expecting to see his picture. But what do I see the most "Precious" little dog in the world. Made me laugh and my heart go pitter patter. It was "Love at first Sight". I am still laughing. Only a Man could think of that. Straight to a woman's heart "OUCH". Well now that he has my attention we shall see. But it was so "ORIGINAL" you have to give him credit for that.. Just thought I would share an amusing an original "FLIRT". Tink
10-12-11
Well John here it is the Day before our Anniversary and I will leaving in a little while to go on my next "JOURNEY" out of state for a few days. Can't seem to figure out what to pack, I need to bring casual and dressy and don't know what to pack cause I don't know what we will be doing. It will be an interesting trip. I so wish you were here for our Anniversary won't be the same without you. Trying to figure out this single lifestyle sure does "SUCK". Sorry but you know me I hate change. We were comfortable and now it is so different. I guess it is a little interesting and scary all rolled into one. But in a few hours I will be on the road again and who knows where this journey will take me. I guess I will be meeting more interesting people but it just isn't the same without you. I am starting to be that "GIRL" you fell in love with all those years ago. You know the one that kept you guessing you never knew what I would do next. I guess the Good Girl with the little bit of bad (or should I say Tinkerbell) is hiding somewhere inside of me and is dying to get out. LOL. You know what I mean. Well my love this Journey to finding me has lead me to some interesting conversations and now places. Might end up like Julia Roberts, in the movie "Eat Pray Love". I now have my passport and I am considering a Journey around the World. I know sounds pretty scary huh. But life is all about taking chances and I have met some interesting people all over and now I am considering journeying off on my own. What will the kids think? Mom has really lost it, oh well. I want to go ride in a "Hot Air Balloon", I want to go "Sailing", I want to go see "Snow". All the things we always said we would do but hadn't gotten around to. So now I shall. Love you, Dra'
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