Faith

I actully am not sure about this. I am a christian and as much as I desire for myself, I feel that it might not be what God desires for me. I know all the arguments, really I do, I just want God to tell me Himself what to do. If I were to come out to the world I'd be accepted, I know it. My family already knows really, but they know where I stay in my faith. My closest friends also know and they also know how I feel religiously too. My family tries to comfort me. I even talked to a chaplin, but until God tells me what to do, I am stuck, I am incomplete.