still sober, still trying to find who i am, still depessed and now think i always will be.  i am looking back and realizing some of the things i did and i feel a lot of regret and guilt.  hell i'm still just working out life in general.  who knew it would take so long but i guess i was not facing for so long i'm still learning each day to cope.  who knows.  at least i am sober and working on things instead of the other options. 
life is a pretty dirty trick played on us isnt it?