i think i am in awe of myself. how arrogant is that lol. it is almost 1 year i have been sober and a year ago i never would have guessed i could do this. physically i am doing well. mentally i am still struggling. thing is i dont think it is the sobriety i am struggling with, it's life. coping. changing. i am trying to be a new me, find myself at 47. go figure!!! guess it's time to grow up. the things i am interested in i should have done in my 20's like i had wanted to. well screw it right. i will jump into my creativity now and pick up where i left off before alcoholism took me away. shouldnt i be happy?
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