Pessimist: one who, when he has the choice of two evils, chooses both. that seems to be me. seems like i cant claw my way out sometimes no matter how much i try. life just keeps throwing more shit and more tests at me and to be honest i am fucking tired of all this. do i have a choice, sure probably, i just cant find it yet. 6 fucking months and at this moment i wish i had a fucking drink. i'm tired, i'm depressed and i just dont give a shit right now. i want out of all this bullshit. i never asked for all this.
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Hey, girl...I love ya!! I love that new pic of you. You are beautiful..do you know that? Stop being depressed....plllleeeeaassseee!! You are my light at the end of the tunnel. I wil respond to your e-mail soon. Thank you for sending it. YOu are awesome and six months is the whole world, so please, please, keep it up. You are worth it. There is a light at the end of this tunnel and it is worth working towards.........:)
I hope you feel better. Ya know that one thing I\'ve learned through my life is that nobody can say the right words when somebody is so down and really don\'t want to hear them. I have spent a lot of time in this kind of depression, and I have fnally dug myself out. Your answer is within you and only you can find it.