things have taken a turn for me.  personal shit.  personal shit i am not doing so well handling and believe it or not i would give anything for a drink at this moment.  for the first time in 4 months now, i am thinking i just cant do this.  goddamn it.why cant all this just fucking go away.  i want to grab a bottle hide under my covers and just forget about everything and everybody. it wasnt supposed to be this way!!!!!! 

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Remember IT IS WHAT IT IS.. I know you don\'t like to hear that but that\"s reality my friend.

BE GOOD TO YOURSELF
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Hang in therw my freind it will pass, just a rough spot on the road. You have came way too far to turn back now. Everything will work out right.
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No sometimes life is not what we want it to be but it is what it is. And I know for me it is, what I do with my life that matters so hang in there kiddo it works. You are worth all the love and happiness and peace that you desire for yourself. Remember this too shall pass just let it love always Denise