well i am trying to do a whole new change.  i am having such up and down days i hate it.  i have no energy at all and i am so tired still.   its day 80 so why the hell am i not feeling better than this by now?   i feel like i am trying so hard and doing the one day at a time and talking to a "higher power".  i am so frustrated. but on a lighter note as i mentioned its day 80.  i WILL make it to day 90, my first goal. always dragonfly 

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sounds like growth to me my friend. it will come, as we say it took time to get here, now its going to take time to get to where we want to be.

to another day and congrat\'s on 80..