well today is yet another beautiful spring day.  for me, therapy is working in my gardens.  its amazing how a few days of FINALLY being able to get out there in the sun and warmth makes you feel so good.  whats even better is being able to get up early with no hangover and have that ability to get outside early.  this is my therapy.  day 57.  my milestone will be when i see day 90.  i have never made that day and right now that is my goal.  one day at a time.  i realized when i woke up this morning that when i came in lastnight i hadnt thought of drinking or alcohol all day.  it didnt even enter my mind lastnight.  i think i am surprised by that.  last summer i dwelled everyday and obsessed about it.  "needing" it.  well i dont need it.  i only "wanted" it.  i am starting to see that now.  mind you i am not saying its easy not drinking, because it can be harder than hell but it just seems this time eveything feels right. its different.  i want to hold on to that. here's to another day soberalwaysdragonfly