Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i think i have hit my bottom. i am so sick and shaking. i drink so much i have no idea what iam doing any more. every time i say i wont drink because i feel like shit i end up drinking. its so out of control i hate myself. today i see my dr. i am quitting cold turkey with her help. I NEED HELP. the anti depressants she put me are not working because i drink so much and i am still so sad. i can take this anymor. my family are all angry at me. i just cant take this any more.