Tuesday, February 26, 2008

i think i have hit my bottom.  i am so sick and shaking.  i drink so much i have no idea what iam doing any more.  every time i say i wont drink because i feel like shit i end up drinking.  its so out of control i hate myself.  today i see my dr.  i am quitting cold turkey with her help.  I NEED HELP.  the anti depressants she put me are not working because i drink so much and i am still so sad.  i can take this anymor. my family are all angry at me.  i just cant take this any more.