i met someone who made me seethat the most hurtful personto meet is me the anger i carrythe destruction i causeto everyone i care forgives them reason to pause my warnings to othersno one ever heedstill they are in too deep and i have destroyed them like weeds my faith in the drinkthe friend it has becomelets me seek safety and numbnesswhen everyone else runs i know who i ami know how i feeldepression, anger, lonliness, guilti feel hopeless in this deal as the saying goesif i die before i wakei sure as hell hope someonemy soul will take.   always dragonfly