it still amazes me how people come and go in your life but there are certain ones who actually touch your world and help to change it.  i have been that lucky lately.  for as much shit as i am dealing with in my life this person has endured and listened and laughed and yes even guided me.  this is a thank you.i have been up and down emotionally, lost for times and not knowing how to find a way to cope for periods. the word stubborn comes to mind but i wont go there lol.   i have learned that things really do happen for a reason.  i have always believed this but i think i now know it.  that i actually do have a higher power, something or someone watching out and in some way guiding me forward.  oh hell i have a lot of growing to do and a hell of a lot to learn, i am a newbie at all this sobriety and accepting and being grateful for what i have shit but i am learning.  these past few days have be my own personal hell.  one i want to and am starting to put behind me the best i can and i am actually greatful for having met someone or having had my HP direct me to this person for support and inspiration.  he knows who he is and goddamn you better not let this  go to your head lol but i am truly grateful.one day at a time, one moment at a time and yes sometimes one minute at a time.  phew eh?heres to another day sober alwaysdragonfly