i am in love with a paranoid schizophrenic. its bad. but today he told me to leave it is best for me because he will never be well. we argued. it was not good but i ended up tellhim him i was going and i was doing as he asked. i would not forgive him for this. he has proceeded to try to commit suicide or has i dontknow the outcome. he is married. i was forced to call him home and tell his wife he is trying to kill himself. this is my fault he has done this. this is myfault he has done this and the guilt he has left me with is to overwhelming. i did this i as much as killed him. jesus. i oh shit
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Hey...I am sure that reading and writing on here is the least of your concerns right now. But, when you do check this, PLEASE realize, that whatever he has done it is not your fault. He is schizophrenic. He has a mental illness. You cannot deal with this, especially when you are not even with him personally. It is all over the phone or via e-mail. Don\'t let all of his insurmountable problems in his life become your problems. Do not feel guilty, do not. It is not your fault. Whatever he did or he is going to do, is because of his mental illness. If he was a stable person, he wouldn\'t do this. PLEASE, PLEASE, don\'t do anything crazy because of this. Step back, think logically, call a friend. Don\'t become so despaired that you do something, too. Please let me know what is going on.