day 2 of being sober and i feel like shit.  i suppose that is why i am still up at almost 1 am.  anxious, headachy, my eyes hurt and i feel nausious.  hell you would think i was hungover except i didnt drink.  i am desperately needing a drink but i am fighting the urge to get up and get one.  i suppose if i just sleep this will all go away.  i think the depression is as difficult to deal with as the not having alcohol.  feels like a lose lose situation at the moment.