Dark days and sorrowful nights
Heart filled with loneliness
Trying so hard to  win this fight
Depression sets in and tears start to come down my face
Unsure of the future and what remains
I wish these were just memories I could erase
 A mix of emotions are wrapped up in my brain
I try to keep these feelings bottled up but they are so hard to contain
My head is spinning and my stability is gone
My fears keep ahold of me making it hard to keep moving along
This scenario seems all too surreal
Stuck in a hard spot in my life
So sad and depressed I don’t even want to feel
As an old chapter closes a new one opens scarier than the last
I want things to get better but im sinking so fast
Pieces unravel more and more everyday
The stress eats away at me and makes me want to rip out of my skin
How do I compose myself?
 Where do I begin?
Friends try to help but the pain is still here
This is just all too much for me to bare
I just want all the thoughts to go away and my mind to be clear
Sleepless nights and sorrowful days
Make my head spin in a daze
And as my spirit grows weaker I try to find a release
I need some kind of escape or outlet to find inner peace
Take all the madness and sadness away 
Just start off fresh because tomorrow is going to be a new day