Wow what a day.....
 
I had a few clients scheduled today, work was busy. 
The gentleman that I saw this morning....my heart goes out to him. He cried and cried and cried during his session.  I told him that he needed to release....let it flow. I could tell at first he was a little uncomfortable and trying to fight back the tears, but he allowed himself to cleanse.  My heart just hurt for him...his story and situation mirrored mine in the alcoholic relationship I ahd with my ex husband like I couldnt believe.  Im sending him lots of Reiki and hope he finds some peace and can sleep tonight.  I sent him off with some Rose Quartz to help heal his heart..i wish him the best.
Jax went fishing all day with Sue. And got pooped on by a seagull....LOL
He had a great time...I was happy he got to do what he loves to do today instead of having to hang out at work with me for the day.
I really miss Jason so much.  I feel like  a whiny little girl..I say it all the time. This deployment with him is so much tougher than I thought it would be. But maybe this is how it is when you love someone so so much.  I sent him out a care package today.  The last email I got from him was about 10 days ago and he said that the rats (ick...yep..you read that correctly) got into his snack stash under his cot.   I havent heard from him in 10 days and that always worries me to no end.  I know I need to trust in my higher power...and his higher power that all is well. Im sure it is...
OMFG I wouldnt be able to sleep at night...NO way No how!  Im pretty fearless...but i dont do snakes or rats or mice.   Its bad enough that he has to check his cot before he sleeps at night for scorpions and snakes..and his boots and gear and what not..but RATS???  EEEEKKKKKKK   
I can imagine.  Ugh... Im such a girl..I just feel bad for him. Like the desert doesnt suck enough or having to work 24/7 never with a day off isnt enough...but RATS??
Today Im SUPER grateful for my nice clean house, my cozy bed to sleep in, the cooler temps tonight, and NO critters.
Namaste