Ever morning i wake up take a shower get dressed and go to work without even thinking about it i do it. Every morning after i do this i start to fall back down into my mood and its starting to irritate the shit out of me. I feel good for a couple hours and then as i wake up the worse i start feeling about me my life and the world that i live in. It always falls back on seans shoulders and over the years it has slowly wore me down more and more and i just cant take the weight of the world upon my shoulders anymore. Not without being able to wrestle not without being able to connect with my one true love......Im sick of god shitting on my life and i have had enough of this bullshit pathetic little fucking life of mine.
 
" OK GOD I GET IT YOU HATE ME SO FUCKING WHAT!!!!!!! "