I am so sick of being here-no one cares no one even knows that im still alive or that im in this much pain every single day that i wake up..Im truly ready to leave this earth and be done with everything...My only fear is that i will be tormented even in the afterlife by the fact that mine was a wasteful and regretful existence. Hopefully i can one day find peace in an afterlife but i feel so unfinished and i do regret my entire life now.
 
IF! anyone reads this im sorry for you to have to know such a dark soul like myself and i dont want to post these dark entries day after day but its all i can do now.

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stevebhopes
stevebhopes

I have shown you that I care, so that makes one person who does and I am sure there are others as well. I was not confident of where I would end up if I killed myself and that was part of what kept me alive the last time I was suicidal. Have you ever thought of coaching? Drop me a line, I have been a dark soul too, but I found new reasons to live.