I am so sick of being here-no one cares no one even knows that im still alive or that im in this much pain every single day that i wake up..Im truly ready to leave this earth and be done with everything...My only fear is that i will be tormented even in the afterlife by the fact that mine was a wasteful and regretful existence. Hopefully i can one day find peace in an afterlife but i feel so unfinished and i do regret my entire life now.
 
IF! anyone reads this im sorry for you to have to know such a dark soul like myself and i dont want to post these dark entries day after day but its all i can do now.