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So heres todays entry
Today when i woke up i felt like the usual - Sad,upset,and just mad at everything but then i got to work and was actually happy that i had a detroit pick-up so i basically hit the road right off the bat and i was excited to do so, The whole trip was pretty enjoyable i didnt cry i didnt get mad i didnt get depressed then i picked up the client and we were on our way back to town and it was an enjoyable talk with him.
BUT as soon as we hit town i felt this sensation come over me that i havent felt since before my back surgery....my knees were shaking my head was and still is spinning and i felt scared as all i could do was stare at the road straight ahead in a tunnel, Im pretty sure that i had a panic attack it subsided as soon as we got back to the center though so i was glad about that and now ever since that happened today i have been in that hole all over again called depression and i still cant do anything to help myself to feel better today,This is just horrible.
Today when i woke up i felt like the usual - Sad,upset,and just mad at everything but then i got to work and was actually happy that i had a detroit pick-up so i basically hit the road right off the bat and i was excited to do so, The whole trip was pretty enjoyable i didnt cry i didnt get mad i didnt get depressed then i picked up the client and we were on our way back to town and it was an enjoyable talk with him.
BUT as soon as we hit town i felt this sensation come over me that i havent felt since before my back surgery....my knees were shaking my head was and still is spinning and i felt scared as all i could do was stare at the road straight ahead in a tunnel, Im pretty sure that i had a panic attack it subsided as soon as we got back to the center though so i was glad about that and now ever since that happened today i have been in that hole all over again called depression and i still cant do anything to help myself to feel better today,This is just horrible.
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