I feel like I'm spiraling downward again. I can't seem to be able to gain control over my ED. It goes in stages. Sometimes I'm strong enough to resist the impulses, other times I just don't care and resign to it. Right now, I'm just tired. I had a really busy week and I'm at the point where I almost don't care anymore. But I know I shouldn't give in. Temptation is pretty strong and I don't want to get caught in it. There are so many things that are triggering me lately, and when I'm tired I tend to get more emotional about everything, and I'm really emotional right now. It doesn't matter what it is; everything just hits me the wrong way. I feel very fragile....