I finally let someone in and told her about my eating disorder. She is already being so supportive and she made me feel loved, telling me I'm not a horrible person but that everyone has their struggles - this is mine. She's going to check up on me to make sure I'm doing okay and has a place for me to go if I need to get away from the food I want to binge on! This is such a struggle still as it overtakes my thoughts so frequently. But I am working hard and I know God is right here with me, helping me every step of the way. I will resist temptation and I will overcome it!!