All is well on the home-front.  So much so that I feel like I probably shouldn't be here anymore.  (Had a "friend" delete me and wonder if that's what she thinks too.)  I know I don't contribute much but I hesitate to close my account because I want to know what's happening with my friends...rejoice with you in your successes and support you in your struggles.  If you're reading and want to delete me because we don't correspond much, I understand.  Most days I don't feel like I'm "waiting for the other shoe to drop" any more.  Trust is slowly regained and I'm doing my best to take one day at a time and appreciate the moment.  R's health issues are being managed with medication, neither of us are abusing substances (other than me with my coffee) and our hopes and dreams appear to be aligned...today.  Life is not without it's challenges.  Have had plumbing issues for almost a week (which are finally resolved) and I'm digging myself out of piles of laundry.  I know that in the scheme of things, that's NOTHING, but you don't miss your water 'til it's gone!I am thankful that I found this site last year when I did.  It was the lowest point I've experienced in my life and I don't know what I would have done without the support I found here.