Fail.

Another month, another period.  
It was torture enough waiting month after month with my beautiful baby girl, and now it's reliving the hurt all over again.  It's a different kind of pain now- I have my angel, and if she's the only one the Lord blesses us with, then we will all live happily ever after!  But I want her to have a brother or sister- something I never had.  It's hard to put into words.  
It's still hard to "try" every month and play the waiting game, and ultimately end up with a big fat negative.  I'm feeling defeated all over again.  Instead of, "so when will you two have kids?" it's, "so are you thinking of more kids?" or the ever-popular "time for another one!"
Well news flash, getting pregnant is practically impossible.  Impossible to plan.  Yet, there are so many people that have "oops" moments.  Really how can so many babies be conceived with an oops moment?? 
Feeling frustrated and silenced.  No one wants to hear how difficult and painful it is to conceive a second child.  It just is.